Running away alternitive, opinion, and what the hell is wrong with me?

You didn't say what family problems you are having but i will trust that they are bad enough that you want to run away from it. have you considered talking to a school counsler or a church pastor? I know this will seem like it will never get better for you but it will. Have you tried talking to your family or is that a lost cause right now. Is there a counseling places anywhere you can go? I really hope things get better for you, it's a storm you have to get threw. Good Luck!!